Reach Down and Out

~Don't feel like updating the bio, though I ought to. Mini update?
Humility is always key. So often I find myself dreaming of fame and recognition. And then seeing myself acting modest. Do any of you have problems with your minds? Specifically daydreaming out something that will boost your ego? Whether it be dreaming of your future self, spouse, title, even ministry platform. It's nuts when I look at the patterns my mind goes in sometimes.
At any rate, down and out. Humbled down at the feet of Jesus, then reaching out with his loving hand to the world around us. While still being in a humble mindset and position. I wonder, am I willing to wash, kiss, perfume the feet of Jesus? Let alone the other sinners in the world! Sometimes I'm not. Sometimes I'm too busy with myself and my own little world to pay any heed to the Savior's voice when he says, "Hey, turn off that laptop. Come sit at my feet, learn of me. I gave my life away to you. Use it wisely." I find myself totally unwilling to share my time with Jesus, the LOVER OF MY SOUL sometimes. What is this?
Yet recently I find myself laying down before Him in response to His loving little touches on my heart. I don't know how to put it. He calls and my spirit hears and does His will. I am so glad He answers the calls and needs of my heart instead of my mind. I am so glad that He puts me in the right circumstances at the right times. For instance, I was so worried about my future. Yet here God is, He showed me a need I could fill this summer (and fall) and here I am. God, please continue to use me where you will.
Now is a wonderful time to lay down at His feet.