Brighton, England, United Kingdom
future:Anesthesiologist, Dentist, Veterinarian, Photograp
Hi, I'm Amee, or Amee Jocelyne. I've been alive for 17 years now, and I finally have my own room. I over-think and over-plan and over-organize. I'd love to visit Wyoming sometime in my life. That's where I'd love to live.. Colorado I love ya. I like moving my eyebrows up and down and tend to freak people out. I'm a Scorpio. I think that means I'm always aggressive yet interesting. I have a collection of TY Beanie Babies, and I love them all the same. I am an unfortunate victim of having been bullied, and to be honest I was brought down so badly to the point where I isolated myself from everything and everyone. I was depressed now that I realized it, lookin back at photos and people telling me how and what I was like from that haunting time.Though, I am proud to say that now, I am feelin fine most of the time and I've suddenly realized that bullies are cold because someone was mean to them. I forgive them, but I won't befriend them. Bullying IS a big deal. Grades go down, self-esteem goes down, communication is lacked, isolation, stress, etc. are all things that happen to a person who's bullied. I think we should prevent bullying from ANYWHERE, no matter the age, culture, NO MATTER WHAT!! And support those who have gone through bullying, to stand back up on our feet and smile again, because we deserve to.
These days, I've been trying to classify my thoughts into certain categories. It helps me sort through what to really stress about. But there I go again, over-planning and over-organizing my over-thinking! I write songs about my adventures and misadventures, most of which concern love. And even though there's no way to feel like I'm an expert at it, it's always worth writing songs about. My mind tells me to give up, but my heart won't let me. It's difficult. I know no ones perfect especially me, but i still try to at least be somewhere near it, no matter. I like when people share their desires with me, I feel like there is more to life. I believe in a past-life. I'd like to say I was a water creature, or any sort of horse. I'm simple. But abstract. I'll admit that I'm weird. Really. There's only one thing I hope, which is to someday have a real friend. I enjoy meeting new people, but it's difficult when I'm compared to a "turtle"?? I LOVE praying to God in the shower, only because it's relaxing and quiet. Try it. Reading books are what I'm passionate about. I like to pretend that maybe I might write my very own stories, or maybe articles? My favorite number is and always will be 6 or 13, mostly 13 though, I don't know why, it's just... strangely ironic. which is funny, really. I go back to March and November countless times, sometimes I feel like that's all I'll EVER think about. I suppose if there is ever something I wished to regret, it'd be August. Suddenly they've become my favourite Months. I love waking up to the sound of nature that is just outside my terrace and window. I enjoy painting birdhouses and watering my baby wildflowers. Pulling out weeds just to get mud on my hands makes me feel strong and brave. I'm a loquacious person, but a shy flower mostly, so give me some time, depending who you are.
I've apparently been growing up (which obviously happens to all of us at one point or another) without me knowing it. I've found that growing up can mean lots of things. For me, it doesn't mean I should become someone new and stop loving the things I used to love before. I've only been adding more things to my list of life. Like for example, I'm still beyond obsessed with the fall season and I still collect horse toys, etc. I still love sparkles and grocery shopping with my mum and really old things. I still love writing in my diaries and wearing dresses all the time. But some new things I've fallen in love with -- mismatched everything. Mismatched clothing, mismatched colours. I like something crazy and out of reach. ;) I love old buildings and newspapers, the scent of new and old books, rainy gloomy days, and my mums stories. I know I don't always say the right thing at the right time or speak up when I should. So I will from now on speak. I'm crazy in love with Koi fishes, horses and flowers of all types. I have this fetish for hardwood floors. I'd love to own Supras one day and call them my own. I guess you can say I am a cowgirl, I love a sundress or dress with boots. I can relate to a butterfly, it's hard to explain. Thunder, Rain and Sun are what gets me excited the most. I have yet to experience dancing in the rain and yelling with thunder.
I'm pretty stoked that you read this whole thing. I congratulate you for it. This was miraculously long, and you probably have other stuff to do then to know almost half about me, So to you, or anyone else who has spent their time on me--Thank you. I love you like I love horses, colours and having the last word.
Your dominant hues are red and green, so you're definately not afraid to get in and stir things up. You have no time for most people's concerns, you'd rather analyze with your head than be held back by some random "gut feeling".
Your saturation level is lower than average - You don't stress out over things and don't understand people who do. Finishing projects may sometimes be a challenge, but you schedule time as you see fit and the important things all happen in the end, even if not everyone sees your grand master plan.
Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.
Perdonami if I don't respond so quickly to your comments. My school work gets heavy on me and I rarely have time for any other thing (besides the chores lol) I enjoy reading every comment that I receive, It really helps. I will try to follow you, your colors, and love as well, when I have free time. Thank You SO very dear much for following me, my patterns loving and all the great comments! Thank You! Merci! ☮.♥.Amee. 和平. 愛. 艾梅.