My message to the West The West has saved your civilization from the attack of Muslim barbarians. The freedom enjoyed by your women is a distant dream for many women here, especially women who have left Islam. We women love your values and your life and dream about it, so please protect and make sure that life is in this world among other peoples. Especially the peoples of the Third World, is a violent, barbarous and despicable life. As a Saudi girl, I always felt that I belonged to your values. I never understood why I was born in the wrong place. I do not differ from you in anything and yet found in the most brutal and coercive places on this earth ..... I have lost my faith in this life and this lost humanity ... and all that I have dreamed of is death until I leave this hell quickly .... I always thought that there was someone who cared for us but no one seriously cared for us and no one was able to help us ... I lost my freedom and lost my dreams in a normal and lively life with my beloved and I also lost my love. I have lost everything, and now I believe that nothing more is waiting for me but more repeated torments ... Now please wake me up from this nightmare all I ask.