A subtle void

Trixxie wrote:

I understand exactly how you feel and the way you've expressed it in words is just lovely.
And the palette absolute love!

Thank you Trix. I know I did not know her as well as some of you older timers here. But I still have had a difficult time with it because she was one of my first followers and friends here. She was that way to everyone in making them Welcomed and per say the showing the ropes with love and admiration...not to mention inspiration. Thanks again for your love and kind comments.

I understand exactly how you feel and the way you've expressed it in words is just lovely.
And the palette absolute love!

A void enough that we realize it is not the same. I have gone countless times to your profile to check to see if this in fact was a bad dream. But with each time it reminds me that in fact, it's not a dream. The time since you logged on last continues to grow. It's hard for me to believe missing someone so much that you don't know, but then again it's always me saying that virtual relationships are real. Just because you can't see or touch them...but think about your heart never see's or touches in a tangible way the people in your life you hug and love with open arms. This has been hard because there is no closure and in some ways harder because there is no real way to touch the reality of it all. I think love, like is all the same. Your heart and spirit knows no difference in what causes the emotion. It just knows the emotion is real and the human spirit is more real than all the tangible things you hold in your life. It's a concept after all. l believe in concepts...conceptual beings, and the belief that you can love without reality...because what the heart does with it ...the mind can often not reason it.
Love and peace my friend...goodnight