 Color lovin' since 12 March, 2008
lllara
| Rating: 33,406 | | Love: 259 |
| Palettes: 416 | | Colors: 1,160 |
| Patterns: 110 | | Comments: 2,650 |
Sex: Female
Age: 38 Location: toronto
Occupation: web/graphic design
Website: http://www.whitetreefund.org
MSN: l_lara88@hotmail.com
 I love to love you baby ...
Have you ever had dreams of colours you couldn't create or find once you woke up?
Hi *shuffles feet*, my name is lllara and I'm addicted to colour. As you can probably tell. I don't think I'll recover but it's ok, I've learned to live with it. I tried therapy but the only kind that I could stick with was colour therapy.
MOMENT OF ZEN
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My son Richard's colours ...
A little about me ...
MULTIWIDTH BLENDS
Love and Tango    
Believe     
Good Girls, Bad Girls     
Carnival!   
Where Angels Fear to Tread   
An Evening of Faërie     
Soft moon rising   
Peacock Fantasy     
Looking for Angels     
MULTIBLENDS
Looking for Angels     
One World, One Love     
First Kiss   
COLOUR MY WORDS ... things I've written that have colour to me ...
Unseelie Gardens, Peace like a river, A kiss and silence, Zazen, Tortured soul, Hold back the night
how much there is to say
of the virtue of a man’s love
of how his voice can touch the stars
and bring them down within reach of his dreams
of how his eyes can reflect the dreams of many
and hold yet to his own vision
what better thing than to be wrapped
in the arms of the man who loves you
who cares enough to let you be real
who is not afraid of your tears
and lets his own fall freely with you
I have been stronger than the roots of the mountains
but not so strong that my love has been the rock
upon which I have built the house of my dreams
I have carried burdens that he will never know
yet his shoulders do not fail to uphold the world for me
I have been alone in the night of my mind
and he entered to curl up next to me
waiting patiently for me to emerge
I have dreamed of his eyes when no other
dream would get me through the day
and waited for the oasis of his embrace
when the world turned to ash at my feet
I have not depended on his beauty to shape my life
but my very existence has been blessed
by the joyous wash of his voice
his endurance has not carved my way but
he has been my light in the darkness
the eternal can only be found in
the house of my own soul but in sharing
mine with his we have been
brushed by the wings of angels
his love has gone beyond
my body and out into the universe
and my eyes have seen the truth
his mind, so sharp has matched my own
allowing him to come through the
doors of my wisdom
no, not all men will be perfect
and some will rend your heart
but do not turn love away when it is offered
in the eyes of one seeing you with his soul
hold his hand and feel him trembling
see that he is afraid and fearless all at once
and marvel at the grace of his creation
~ls [2007] | |
I turned to wipe the tear
off his cheek
and traced
with
vicious slowness, stroking
down the line of his jaw.
He breathed in his anger,
his want,
and I drew my finger
lighter than the breeze
along his lips,
feeling
the moist desire.
Parted them to the
fire of his passion,
so barely restrained.
And I wanted to kiss him.
Leaned forward to
fill my stomach with
his scent,
to know him forever
in the light,
in the dark.
The stranger that fate sent me.
Bit my lip to keep from
sighing
as I caressed his neck.
He burned into
me with eyes ablaze.
Love and hate
the line so fine that we
cannot see it when we
step over.
Touched his neck,
tasting him,
drinking him in.
The pulse of his life
a butterfly beneath my tongue.
At last, at last,
he kissed me.
~ls [2005] |
Gradients made with J-man's mind-melting tool ... Loving this. Thank you!
What color is your soul painted?
My Results:
Purple
Your soul is painted the color purple, which embodies the characteristics of sensuality, spirituality, creativity, wealth, royalty, nobility, mystery, enlightenment, arrogance, gaudiness, mourning, confusion, pride, delicacy, power, meditation, religion, and ambition. Purple falls under the element of Earth, and was once a European symbol of royalty; today it symbolizes the divine. |
Truly, I am not worthy of these beautiful gifts but you are all teaching me the meaning and value of community. I cannot tell you how much I love you. Thank you so very much.
(**Thank you Tirzah for helping me out with the scroll-y goodness!!)
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