The name "desperatelyseeking" comes from the fact that i am a person that is constantly striving or "desperately seeking" spiritual and artful meanings to life. I am never really satisfied. I like that about myself and its also quite a cross to bear (for myself and for others). But, it is also one that I am happy to carry becuase I think it makes me a better person, and therefore a better artist.
Desire is a major undercurrent in my work. (ceramics, painting, drawing, writing) I am thrilled by the feeling of a chase. I chase beautiful coIors, shapes, palettes, spiritual heights, sexual ecstacies, physical beauty. I love the chase more than the actual conquest. However, since I chase spiritual heights and goodness, above all else, I can't fulfill every desire to its fullness. For then, I would be guilty of greed and vanity. So, against my will, I succumb to what God desires for me, instead.
Strangely, in these rare, and most humble moments is when I create the more beautiful things. God truly is the greatest and only Creater, isn't He?!! Blessed be the Lord, Jesus Christ.
Anyway, I hope you all like some of my stuff. I'm not very accomplished, but I think and feel and love deeply. I hope that is all that really matters.