Blade-rp

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I ask that nobody kill themselves over me as I am most certainly not worth it
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I'm not crying, there's just dust in my eyes..
I'm not smiling, i'm just a good actor.
I'm not angry, I just can't control my feelings.
I'm not happy, I just bottle my emotions.
I'm not depressed.....
.....
..
Help me...
^Put the above in your profile if you're suffering from hidden depression.
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There will always be a place in my heart for the people I love most in the world:
Lucas
Marshall
Sultan
and
Jacob
I love you four so much more than I could ever show
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Single
my beloved friends
@Hal_101 (friend)
@Gaara1226 (longest CL Friend)
@lolzgirlgamaer (great RP buddy)
@darkboy3334 (mein big brader)
@Arron-rp (best friend #2)
@SatansChild (best friend #1)
@Ruby~Chan (rp friend)
@KatanaWar (friend)
@Im_Sorry2 (rp girlfriend)
@katesbloodhour (friend)
@mf__editzz (friend)
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to anyone who ever cared~

I love you all
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~Find me on DeviantArt
I am @Blade-rp
~Find me on Scratch
I am @Raging_Ryder
~Find me on Roblox
I am @IceBlade324
~Find me on gmail
I am [email protected]
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I wrote a new song

It's called Candle Light

It's for somebody that I used to know...
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My OCs
Cameron/16/bi/male/taken by Carter
Carmel/13/pan/male/single
Leonard/18/bi/male/taken by Kyu
Lily/15/straight/female/single
Lionel/16/bi/male/taken by Maria
Wayne/18/gay/male/taken by Shiho
Uti/16/bi/male/taken
Lika/14/straight/female/single
Burn/13/straight/male/single
Vexyn/14/bi/male/single
Juke/16/bi/male/single
Vanessa/17/straight/female/single and broken
Oru/15/bi/male/taken
Akhi/14/bi/male/single
Lakus/15/gay/male/taken by Noah
Gilbert/8/straight/male/single
Laiko/15/straight/male/taken by Kate
Tensi/14/straight/female/single
Kythe/15/bi/male/single
Lucas/15/bi/male/single
Yuritaru/15/bi/male/single
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"All I wanted was to save you.. but how can I do that if the one I want to save you from.. is me?"
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"Sticks and stones may break my bones
the words you say might kill one day
Living for him, existing for her
wishing and wishing that I had more
One day I'll die that I know
I hope suicide isn't the way I'll go" ~ ME

"Another rejection
Well, I know I have few perfections
But ya'll had no need
to prove it me" ~From my song Rising Up

"It's when they say they can't feel anything anymore, that's when you should worry.. Because that's when they're most vulnerable to their demons calling them.. that's when they are most likely to follow through with it.." ~ME

"Don't joke about suicide
It could be the final straw before somebody around you snaps
and goes crazy
and is admitted..." ~ME

"Only know you've been high when you're feeling low,
Only hate the world when you're losing hope,
Only wanna find a place that you can call home.." ~ ME

"Letting go of our memories together..
was the best and worst thing I've ever done.." ~ME
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